Pandemic # sigh

Well… I’m not gonna lie. I gained 20lbs during the pandemic. I was afraid to step on the scale but I did and I felt so sad. I looked at myself in the mirror and hated what I saw. With things opening back up and the possibility of being in social settings my anxiety began…

Work in progress…

There is no such thing as a perfect relationship or marriage. It is always a work in progress. Both people are constantly changing and working on themselves and on their relationships. On top of all that you have to balance with putting God first, work, money management, bills, housework, pets and the list goes on…

Fatigue…

Time for a PCOS update. I stopped taking metformin a few months ago and I gained so much weight. I was doing so much better without taking that stupid medicine. For those wondering why I stopped taking metformin… It made me so sick it affected my quality of life. It made my stomach so upset…

Good grief – miscarriage

Revisiting a miscarriage from 2019. Losing a baby is so tough and I cannot begin to imagine the trauma of back to back miscarriages. In my case it was an ectopic pregnancy. The doctor had explained my options and I drove home devastated. How my heart ached knowing I had to terminate my pregnancy or…

Luna Suni

In the midst of this hectic year, I decided to fill a void in my life by means of a German shepherd puppy. It has been the best decision I’ve made. I named her Luna Suni. Luna means moon and Suni means good and happy. She is the sweetest and smartest puppy I have ever…

Covid…

I had every intention of documenting every day during the pandemic but getting motivated became more and more difficult. Working from home was supposed to be the easiest thing to do. How did living become so hard? I believe working from home takes so much energy from you. You are home and know your home…

Shelter at home – Day 1

April 6, 2020 – I honestly thought that staying home was going to be the easiest thing to do. I thought I’d be working from home with more home than work… boy was I wrong. My company phone was blowing up with phone calls all day. I tried to do housework to no avail. Well,…

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a new world

There has been such a change in the world at the moment. It feels like we are living in a new world. I am not sure which way is up. I am frustrated because we live in an imperfect world. The governments in the state I live in are not thinking about the best interest…