I Feel So Icky…

Honestly I came on here to vent today. FYI TMI to follow… Side effects of metformin include: physical weakness (asthenia) diarrhea gas (flatulence) symptoms of weakness, muscle pain (myalgia) upper respiratory tract infection low blood sugar (hypoglycemia) abdominal pain (GI complaints), lactic acidosis (rare) low blood levels of vitamin B-12 nausea vomiting chest discomfort chills, dizziness bloating/abdominal distention constipation heartburn https://www.rxlist.com/consumer_metformin/drugs-condition.htm#what_are_side_effects_of_metformin METFORMIN HATES ME!!! I…

Rollercoaster of life…

We can all agree that life is like a rollercoaster ride. It has dips and turns and different speeds. Those gut dropping lows in life are the worst. As we all know I experienced such a low. I became lost and I didn’t know who I was. When I finally decided to take back my…

What is PCOS?

What is PCOS? Polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS) is a condition that affects a woman’s hormone levels. The exact cause of PCOS isn’t known. Factors that might play a role include: Excess insulin. Insulin is the hormone produced in the pancreas that allows cells to use sugar, your body’s primary energy supply. If your cells become…

It’s official I have PCOS

Well what can I actually say about this situation? How do I feel? First off I won’t dwell on things I have no control over. I am grateful to my doctor for listening to me and taking interest in me. I have the answers I needed and a plan of action. As many of us…

A doctor that cares…

I received a letter from the OBGYN office I visit, my doctor retired… oh no! (he was like 82) I was referred to a new doctor. At a different location and I was a little aggravated because it was 10 minutes farther from the original location. During the appointment the doctor asked me several questions…

What now…

Driving home from work I rubbed my belly as I had before the miscarriage. Man … I miss my baby. I felt empty. (a few months later) I have given myself time to mourn. It was slowly a pain that became tolerable. This doesn’t mean that I won’t cry from time to time. My husband…

What is happening to me…

Like a hurricane my life became a whirlwind of chaos in an instant. I never imagined having to experience a miscarriage. Not only was it raining in my life, it was pouring. Firstly I had to deal with the pain of losing my precious baby. I felt so helpless and empty. On top of that…

A beautiful tragedy…

So… where do I begin? My husband and I finally took the leap. We were on the way to the fertility clinic to meet with the doctor. We weren’t sure what to expect but we knew what we wanted and we were ready to ask plenty of questions. Our doctor made the visit so comfortable…

Update

My husband and I just had the toughest 6 weeks we have ever experienced. We were so excited when we found out I was expecting it was a dream come true. Our happiness was short lived but we are beyond grateful that Jehovah blessed us, we loved our baby deeply. God is love and through…

Enough…

What does it mean to be enough? “I am enough” ?I have been doing some research on the subject. I have asked several people and everyone has a different interpretation on what it means to be enough. All these interpretations are correct. There is no wrong answer. This is so deep and personal. In order…