The first six…

The first six months of my marriage have been a rollercoaster ride. There have been days where I. can. not. stand. my husband and other days where I get butterflies just thinking that he is the man I call husband. I am a victim of Hollywood RomComs. I grew up watching these beautiful stories with…

Reasons to be grateful…

Day 1 I woke up I came to a job that I love Coffee on this chilly morning so sweet and creamy I received a package from amazon earlier than expected. Goofy conversations with my sister Buying a gift for my oldest sister Fajitas with rice Day 2 I woke up I was finally able…

30…

In my 30’s. I thought that by the age of thirty I’d have at least 3 kids, a nice new car, a huge house, a dream job or maybe not even working because my husband and I would be rich. Did I mention that I’d be traveling the word on yearly vacations. I am five…

I feel pretty…

On days that I am lacking motivation and self confidence I practice self love. I put on a nice dress (because it’s the easiest way to put an outfit together lol). Then I put some makeup on, not because I feel like I need makeup to be beautiful, because I want to do something out…

Shame…

I just had to post about this really quick. A person struggling with infertility should not feel ashamed or embarrassed or be shamed for being open and honest about their struggles. I already feel horrible enough as it is. Why do you (any negative person out there) feel like you have the right to try…

Him…

He was shielded from the blessings of love. He was taught that love meant to hurt. He was shown that love equals pain, and along she came. She ached to show him the blessings of love, to show him that screaming at the one you love is not the same as screaming “I love you”…

My thoughts…

My life is far from perfect. I suffer from insecurities and self doubt. Maintaining a positive lifestyle is easier said than done. It requires every ounce on my being sometimes. When negative thoughts come I evaluate them. Where did it come from and why do I feel that way? I try to understand my feelings…

Time

I have completely neglected my website. This makes me feel so disappointed in myself. Let me tell you what I have been doing with my life. I have been extremely busy at work and consumed with emails and spreadsheets. Paperwork! I’d prefer not to talk about it, heehee. When I get home I am so…

Untitled poem

I glance outside from my second story window, I can see how gentle the wind sways the leaves on the tree. Back and forth, back and forth. I can hear them rustling with every breeze. I feel a peaceful sadness, as I watch from inside. How beautifully free, coming and going as it pleases, this…