Rollercoaster of life…

We can all agree that life is like a rollercoaster ride. It has dips and turns and different speeds. Those gut dropping lows in life are the worst. As we all know I experienced such a low. I became lost and I didn’t know who I was. When I finally decided to take back my…

Dear Diary – day 1234…

The last few weeks for me have been so trying. Life’s jabs have hit some tender areas. Regardless I am doing everything in my power to maintain my view on the positivity around me. Reading the bible has been a great comfort to me and in keeping peace within. While I was praying I earnestly…

Loss…

November 26th marked the 7th anniversary of my grandfather’s death. I want to take the time to write about my experience with loss.  The loss of my grandfather was the most devastating to date. He was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer and was given a short time to live. During that time I did…

Reasons to be grateful…

Day 1 I woke up I came to a job that I love Coffee on this chilly morning so sweet and creamy I received a package from amazon earlier than expected. Goofy conversations with my sister Buying a gift for my oldest sister Fajitas with rice Day 2 I woke up I was finally able…

30…

In my 30’s. I thought that by the age of thirty I’d have at least 3 kids, a nice new car, a huge house, a dream job or maybe not even working because my husband and I would be rich. Did I mention that I’d be traveling the word on yearly vacations. I am five…

Shame…

I just had to post about this really quick. A person struggling with infertility should not feel ashamed or embarrassed or be shamed for being open and honest about their struggles. I already feel horrible enough as it is. Why do you (any negative person out there) feel like you have the right to try…

Him…

He was shielded from the blessings of love. He was taught that love meant to hurt. He was shown that love equals pain, and along she came. She ached to show him the blessings of love, to show him that screaming at the one you love is not the same as screaming “I love you”…

My thoughts…

My life is far from perfect. I suffer from insecurities and self doubt. Maintaining a positive lifestyle is easier said than done. It requires every ounce on my being sometimes. When negative thoughts come I evaluate them. Where did it come from and why do I feel that way? I try to understand my feelings…

Sensitive…

I feel my depression creeping in on me and my sensitivity has been oh high. I keep doing what I can to not let those negative feelings dominate my life. I’m writing this post to show everyone that even though one strives to live a positive lifestyle there are moments where we aren’t so positive.What…

Dear diary

This month has been a little difficult for me. I have been so busy at work and at home that I have been struggling to keep my life in balance.  Work. We are short handed at work, needless to say, I had to divide the extra workload with my supervisor. I worked nearly 50 hrs…