Dear Diary – day 1234…

The last few weeks for me have been so trying. Life’s jabs have hit some tender areas. Regardless I am doing everything in my power to maintain my view on the positivity around me. Reading the bible has been a great comfort to me and in keeping peace within. While I was praying I earnestly…

Reasons to be grateful…

Day 1 I woke up I came to a job that I love Coffee on this chilly morning so sweet and creamy I received a package from amazon earlier than expected. Goofy conversations with my sister Buying a gift for my oldest sister Fajitas with rice Day 2 I woke up I was finally able…

I feel pretty…

On days that I am lacking motivation and self confidence I practice self love. I put on a nice dress (because it’s the easiest way to put an outfit together lol). Then I put some makeup on, not because I feel like I need makeup to be beautiful, because I want to do something out…

Him…

He was shielded from the blessings of love. He was taught that love meant to hurt. He was shown that love equals pain, and along she came. She ached to show him the blessings of love, to show him that screaming at the one you love is not the same as screaming “I love you”…

My thoughts…

My life is far from perfect. I suffer from insecurities and self doubt. Maintaining a positive lifestyle is easier said than done. It requires every ounce on my being sometimes. When negative thoughts come I evaluate them. Where did it come from and why do I feel that way? I try to understand my feelings…

Rain…

It’s currently raining so beautifully. The thunder is so loud and strong it’s rattling this old building. The rain is falling so hard, you can hear it thumping against this old metal roof. When it rains I yearn for lazy days in bed watching movies or pajama parties with my sisters watching chick flicks and…

Dear diary

This month has been a little difficult for me. I have been so busy at work and at home that I have been struggling to keep my life in balance.  Work. We are short handed at work, needless to say, I had to divide the extra workload with my supervisor. I worked nearly 50 hrs…

The art of smiling…

In my journey to find happiness, the best decision I made was to practice smiling. I had been in a very dark place in my life. I lost myself and I forgot who I was. I woke up and went to brush my teeth and realized that I didn’t smile anymore. I looked at my…

“Dealing” with my significant other…

People ask me how I deal with my husband when we are having disagreements. Let me start by saying that we both had to learn and continue to learn how to effectively communicate. One of the things I try to do is listen to what his point is instead of listening just to find my…