The Greatest Loss…

Today I decided to write about loss and about the two biggest losses in my life. Man I can’t even begin to explain what that loss is like. So let me jump into my first loss. Papito Gil (grandfather) was a storyteller. He would capture his audiences with descriptive stories of his adventures in Central…

Scariness of the unknown…

I met with a fertility specialist and let me tell you… I was so emotional. It is scary hearing all the things that are going against you. The staff there is so warm and welcoming. I went in to see the Doctor and he was very impressive. I was very comfortable and pleased with his…

When it rains grab an umbrella…

Sometimes in life it seems like there is nothing that can go right. You try and try to do your best at being a human but nothings seems to go your way. Well, for me, it’s happening right now. My insurance charged my card twice which cut into some money I was counting on. I…

My struggle with infertility…

  I have been struggling with infertility and for some reason I can not find a doctor who actually cares to find the source of my problem and treat it. I don’t know what to do. I am getting older and I am starting to get scared that my dream of becoming a mother will…

Being Happy…

Looking back, I had a huge misconception that being happy meant that I would never be upset or annoyed or angry or sad. Now with time, I have realized that my happiness is dependent on my mindset and outlook. I don’t suppress any feelings or emotions because they are mine to have and validate. The…