Scariness of the unknown…

I met with a fertility specialist and let me tell you… I was so emotional. It is scary hearing all the things that are going against you. The staff there is so warm and welcoming. I went in to see the Doctor and he was very impressive. I was very comfortable and pleased with his…

When it rains grab an umbrella…

Sometimes in life it seems like there is nothing that can go right. You try and try to do your best at being a human but nothings seems to go your way. Well, for me, it’s happening right now. My insurance charged my card twice which cut into some money I was counting on. I…

My struggle with infertility…

  I have been struggling with infertility and for some reason I can not find a doctor who actually cares to find the source of my problem and treat it. I don’t know what to do. I am getting older and I am starting to get scared that my dream of becoming a mother will…

Being Happy…

Looking back, I had a huge misconception that being happy meant that I would never be upset or annoyed or angry or sad. Now with time, I have realized that my happiness is dependent on my mindset and outlook. I don’t suppress any feelings or emotions because they are mine to have and validate. The…

Gloomy Days…

The skies are gray and my motivation to get out of bed is subzero. I look at the clock which is warning me that I have 30 minutes until work starts. I grab my blanket and do an alligator roll. It feels too comfy. Sigh… I look at the time and it is now 7:43am…

A letter to my husband…

Dear husband, I want to thank you for those dirty footprints from the door to the bedroom and the stained clothes left next to the bed. They are the evidence left behind of the exhaustingly hard day of work you had. A hard working young man like you is hard to come by. You enjoy…

Not my dream job…

I am 30, working as an office assistant in a small company. This is definitely not the life I imagined I would be living. As a matter of fact, my dream was to become a mom. As a teen I had no clue how life was irl (in real life), but knew that I wanted…

Practice Self-appreciation — sscascades

Practice self appreciation to reinforce self- confidence and to grow your self-esteem via Practice Self-appreciation — sscascades The article mentioned above really spoke to me. It speaks of the habits we form that negatively affect us and why we should eliminate those habits to practice self-appreciation. Good read!  

Learning To Give & Receive Love

For so long you put up a barrier. You didn’t want to be messed with and you didn’t want to mess with anyone, but now… You find yourself lonely. You were so good at keeping others out and putting up that barrier that you taught yourself to keep all that love to yourself. Excuses when putting…

Kat Von D Super Brow VoxBox

Infuenster did it again! They sent me freebies, the Kat Von D Super Brow VoxBox. Once I try this on I will update this post with my review. update May 6, 2018. I was hesitant about this product because I had never used anything on my brows before but I have got to say I actually…